:-) {for lack of a better word}

Man, so just when I thought I was at the lowest point I've been at in a VERY long time...everything seems to shift and go my way again. It's like I ride the on a current...one moment I'm at the bottom of the ocean...the next I'm at the top of the tallest wave. All within less than even 12 hours... Maybe I shouldn't talk about it, I might jinx it and fall back down my hole, but as long as I have someone to catch me I think even low can't be toooo low. I feel even...floaty right now. Granted I'm sure that things will 'even out' pretty soon and I'll be back to where I was a few short weeks ago, but for now everything is good....no, everything is great.

So the only negative thought in my head right now is me wondering how someone can have so little respect for others that they can go around and tell people all this crap that is complete and total bullshit and not expect them to talk about it to other people (who happen to know the truth?) and find out that they are a complete liar and, in my opinion, no longer worthy of the slightest bit of trust or respect that they were actually earning in my eyes. I guess it can only be expected of someone like that...meh, but I'm too happy to really care what the fuck they do...as long as it doesn't involve me...or anything that I *cough* closely affiliate myself with...

Hah, so I've been told that I am apparently a cross between all the 'retarded internet cartoons' (ie strongbad, foamy, etc) because of the random sounds I decide to make...heheheh, well, just so you know, I only do that when I've had too much juice...hehehe...man that stuff has soo much sugar in it! And I drink like 3 or 4 bottles a day...what do you expect! Hehehe...it's great when you can amuse yourself...